They Can Never Take MY God From Me

So I’ve been on a God high for a few weeks and the enemy came in this week and swiped my feet out from under me, it’s been hard and I was down for a few days. The job I went for was nothing like I thought it would be because they would keep me on call, not full time they would just call me in when they need me. I cried and cried I felt heart broken and let down and really struggled with trusting God. Then the Kentucky Works Program I’m on which allows me to work for free to keep a medical card on kayim and pay a little in the child support I don’t get from my ex husband has been given me a horrific time and making every move I make as hard as possible. So all this plus a couple of other things just wiped me out. But last night God showed me the error in my ways showed me how this on call job will help me in getting a better job in the future. So I picked my pity party self up and just gave my all to Him which I’m finding I have to do a lot. This morning I get a call I GOT THE ON CALL JOB AT THE DOC OFFICE its only part time and I will be used full time when everybody takes their vacations and when this girl goes on maternity leave. But it pays enough that part time is ok for now. I’m still struggling with not letting the Kentucky Works people get to me. I try not to think about it because it makes me sick to my stomach but I know God will be forever in control of everything and He will forever be in control of my life as long as I surrender to Him. The big thing God gave me last night was no matter what they do to me no matter what they take from me they can never take God from me. He is mine for an eternity. Thank you all for your prayers and support. 

Kari